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495? E. 46^th. 465?

categories: corps, earmarks, ed, flics, melodrama?

*examples: [iq, pol, poor,]

new, reality, recs, religion, results, youth.

see i4, equal, lo, biz, collect. issues? pol, youth [vows], edn?, boon, charity, swn? soc? lib?, ment, hum nature from ga. lists2, religion, v2, swn

 

earmarks [rh] as part of guidelines?

-need rev change.

-new [deal, frontier,val,man, system, spirit, soc, times, etc],

-freedom, from resp?, “equality”, brotherhood, freedom, liberty, dem, unity, loving

-panacea.

-utopian.

-vague

-pos, feel good, hugs, friends,

-short cut,

-corps               

-“isms”, “ologys” – comm, facism, soc, vs cap

 

corps

/business corps, police corps, teacher corps. peace corps, national service corps, score

/peace corps is a monument to idealism. me in vista.

/peace corps vols didn’t save world before they left or when they returned so how can they be great guns during – with limited grasp of the lang.

/teachers for am = core. impossible = incredibly challenging. ty. and will double it. keith morrison #4. l2/90.

/teacher corps vs nuns peace corps vs accion

wars on pov, drugs, illiteracy, disease, grafitti?, crime, pollution,

ed

/the categorial imperative, the golden mean, the ultimate good, utilitarianism? occam’s razor. augustine, acquinas, – it’s disneyland

/college grads couldn’t be subjective or have any prejudice – impossible. the truth.

examples =================================================

iq _____

iq still want ideal soc. even tho lat am is prone to absolutism, to extremes. thus castros, pinochets – mario vargas llosa.

/late 60s

/w. post. 80’s are over, idealism is making a comeback. by morin. 91?

/love those out of system: havel, mandella, carter, not rr

/”common people rebell over spec grievances. intellects transform transform [these] rebellions into rev because they think you can’t improve anything without improving everything. rebellions happen, [but] revolutions are made by intellects who fan the flames to start the fire that brings everything down. why, because it brings them to power, at least initially, to roles they think they deserve. They become dangerous because they have have utopian longing to remake the world. It’s one thing when you are a day-reaming intellect, but something else when you’re an intellect with an army, secret police, and firing squads.”

prof pipes of harvard.

poor, etc. band aids

/adult gets poor? to play harmonicas, another to tumble, cadet corps, sing play violins, photography.

/always helping blks. cop giving out comics

/bunch of people fixed up a poor woman’s hse. neighborly love. thousand banding together to help all over countny. caring vols. restoring dig, hope and pride. xmas in april via toyota usa found. a real blessing. gave her a stove,painted every rm, new roof. newswk 6/4/90

/same with suburbanites into slums in late 60’s

/inefficient charity? – spec at xmas.

/create the “fam” in prison they never had. poof, more ed – poof, more training – poof. so jail won’t turn you bad. outsiders discover prison art, jazz, singing, writing. what’s better is work that instills tradval and leads to a job on the outside.

pol – the most serious.

/kymer rough abolished $ so did anarchists during? span civil war. didn’t ussr also?

/kellog briand treaty – called hi comedy by geo kenan.

/before wars: civil, wwi

/mario vargas llosa: many think pol is vals and ideals, but for him dailey pol turned out to be pure intrigue & blind and cynical maneuvering.

/lot of idealists joined the international brigade [spain?] as they thot it was lib and dem, but found out it was autocratic, commie backed.

/red guards

/one of the most sig things I’ve read – because I’ve just arrive at the pt of realizing how dangerous idealists are. [pipes]:

/pipes: the real villain of rus rev is iq: fanatical pro revs .. hostile to all reform and compromise. rev not ev. lacked maturity, patience. more auth than regime they replaced.

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flics

/lawrence of arabia, . dr. zhivago, godfather. inherit the wind. la strada. serpico, prince of the city. the court marshall of billy mitchel, elmer gantry, marjoe – making sure they got the pt. also war flics. all quiet on western front, serpico, marjoe, elmer gantry,

LAWRENCE OF ARABIA showed the arabs were being used as pawns by the British and the French.

The young German soldiers in WWI portrayed in ALL QUIET ON THE WESTERN FRONT didn’t know why they were fighting, saw the horrors of war and came home to find war glorified.

SERPICO showed the police in one division after another in New York City were on the take.

William Jennings Brian found his fundamentalist beliefs were too fundamental in INHERIT THE WIND.

ELMER GANTRY was shown to be a fraud as a preacher. So was MARJOE.

The INN OF 6TH HAPPINESS showed what the cruel realities of missionary work can be.

THE COURT MARSHAL OF BILLY MITCHEL showed what can happen when you rock the boat.

Others are THE UGLY AMERICAN, ONE FLEW OVER THE CUCKOO’S NEST, and VIRIDIANA.

 peace corp and social work failures. viridiana

/east side, west side. l00l clowns. cuckoo’s nest.

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new a renewal, rebirth, renaissance, new man, new soc, new rel. fall for all of em. new ism.

 

pos see lists2

/positive …………………………………. be realistic.

  School, work, etc. should be fun, easy, and feel good …. nonsense.

  Love is all you need ………………………………. ”

  Don’t discuss negatives and they’ll go away ………….. ”

Prohibiting something only causes someone to try it ….

  ……… laws are a fact of life.

Accept: love [not hate], pride [not shame],

joy [not sorrow], success [not failure], acceptance

[not rejection] ………………………….. dream on.

/negatives are part of life and they help you appreciate the positive parts.

/positive thinkers – karen moen who couldn’t tell tom no. donna, whit, 2-44 on lists?

/life can be as bad as it is good

reality or examples?

/mr cleans in dc from time to time. after watergate. webster, ruckelshous, with safe, mod pol. their job is: quell controversy. they have enuff gov exp to know what they’re doing, but not so juch they have axes to grind. dc is unsure of them and more comfortable with leakers, gamesmen, backstabbers who try to trump their sister agencies. cleans only useful after scandals. wow. cleans sig for charcter more than what they do for an agency. they bring order, but rarely do they clean up an agency. once the scandal fades, they are discarded. carter was a clean. 5/20/9l wp post. e. dionne sig.

/schultz said if you’re in wash and want a friend, buy a dog.

/those who leave dc after 3 mos.

/dem is one of the worst forms of gov

recs

 

human nature ment: blind to how gov programs wreck, or blind? in that another gov program is nec., blind to pri sec. blind to reality.

empire builders, save own job,

 

/in the end, everyone does biz with everyone.

/easy to tear down, but hard to build.

religion

/mormon drawings

/pat robertson – 700 club

/missionaries. inn of 6th happiness. the nun’s story?

/marjoe

/scientology,

/back off on miracles, absolutes, judging?, sin, vows, exclusive pipelines to god.

results

/one bad apple ruins the bunch. thus lcd.

/am folks love their “good” schools.

/biz men vs swers

/doom

/big rel twix i & pity *********

top/bottom

/lawyers who spend time w/ jd’s

/wall st workers who give sandwiches to hmless.

/biz ex’s must roll up sleeves and do manual labor.

/got to blame usc for not being a part of the comm and have not tried to get to know its neighbs. yale. columbia but too hard

/level down – not blu collar must become admin.

/brokow: stock broker – real busy – doing vol wk.

/mc/lehrer bit on ex making sandwiches for hmless.

unity

/unity. pres and dc are suppose to unify all, bring all together,

brotherhood, belonging, commune, togetherness

vs pluralism

via draft, war, depression, networks, gulf war, a.. of jfk.

youth – l8 /santa claus, tooth fairy, easter bunny,

/tarzan, jon wayne, rocky, el cid, camelot, robin hood, king arthur, ivanhoe, the west. my fair lady.

/olympics, astronaut, president, cowboy,

/tell kids they can be anything w/o telling what’s involved

young adults l8-25

/adults wrecked the world; we’re going to save it

/unity

/communes of 60s

/oxford oath: won’t take up arms.

/moral rearmament, up w/ people,

/cult s,

/the magic person                                                                                                                                                                                                                         /stars and pols who die when young are frozen in time. we never see them age which helps us falsely idolize them. j. dean, jfk,

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misc

/bernstein and blk panthers

/so africa

/fdr’s troops in 32 – sounds just like start of peace corps or was it vista – lot of vols worked till late for the cause. ideal.

/some church bunch at marble, with ticked off guy i saw in the bus later.

/civil rights ideals

/carter carrying luggage

/l000 pts of light

/ideal: if we can just get folks to go along with computers, poor kids will have a chance. boo hoo. friend, care, don’t grade me.

/ccc

/students have to be excited about their subject. i’m sure jap are. /no standards: ungraded system, pass fail, open classrm,

/health-mobiles, bk-mobiles,

/drunks in mccollough place

/lbj viet and great soc [so he lied or deluded self? about former]

/we don’t need a kuwait syndrome to match our wwii syndrome or our jfk idealism

/”starving” man at window while you eat.

/we could do anything after wwii or during jfk

/abstract, logroll, pr, slow death.

/dawning on me how many idealistic pieces media does 5/9l missing pt.

/believe all is upward and no one blows it

/sophomoric, unfullfilled, immature

/wel ma’s take parenting classes [w no test or grade] but we won’t know till their kids have kids

/lib until they have a kid, mortgage, debt?, fam, mugged, bad neigh, age.

/guarantees of success, forgetting individ resp.

/idealism must be good news to the media.

/beware of those doing favors – ingram.

/jfk was the nation’s “romantic dream of itself” – tim wicker

/causes?, so africa?,

/any idealism in civil rights?

/absolutes: the truth, purity,

/bringing kids from no. ireland over here for a break.

/idiot who said he never had anything less than a semi-terrific day.

/divorce rate REFLECTS reality.

/many adults outgrow rel and are quite well adjusted.

/idealists set up welfare, farm, projects, ed,

/collect – union. no prejudice. biz = 0. cap, soc

/joan of arc,

/ideal – the military will mature me.

/parents who spoil can end up with a criminal, addict, or whatever.

/can sign their followers up for a theme park that goes bust .

/la youth stand up and fight and grasp the soviet future … they could give a powerful new thrust to .. reform [oh boy, tianamen sq] 8/28/9l and /big source of idealism was civil right movement. it sure contributed to the anti war movement

flics

need serpico, prince of the city, joe clark, the marva collins story, stand and deliver, all the pres men.

 

/hmless get sandwiches from wall st workers, of course.

/lawyers have to give their time to jd’s

/mormon missionaries = elders

/paul newman helping habitat

/brokaw on some kids making a commercial against drugs = ideal..

/a free [med] clinic seen as a pt of light.

/riverside church was some alt sch during some deal – strike. kids were getting wild. preston wilcox was there

/does greed fit in?

/afs bkeeper – has to be bizlike

/libs want security like they want to level sig

/if we help only one, its worth it vs cost effective

/corp soc resp.

/product of mind set – unrealistic, stubborn, unhappy, blind.

/dream on

/how many collectivist schemes are idealistic

/all that idealism on tv is concentrated on young kids up to 4th? grade

/jfk big because? of idealism then of civil right [but he didn’t cash in]

/r. samuelson. networks down from 93 to 64% of aud. = bad as shared sense of community. 000 his worst. aug 9l

learn many things they will never use nor hear of after they graduate. /over id in pc or vista.

/ego

/missionaries abroad on tv are condescending – act like god had sent em out to help dark skinned people who dig thru smoky mt. self-right, presumptuous, kooky, maudlin, take selves too seriously. act like they are the lst to discover prostitution in tailand, etc.

/all want to save the world – hollywood, music, all fields

/eternal vigilence

/do you want idealists to mang your $, judge a trial in which you were victim, set up e. eur?, teach your kids, care for your kids?, run a pub housing project, counsel you, represent you in gov. issues

/children’s crusade

/focus on small kids is missing the pt.

/rocky- more like raging bull and somebody up there likes me

/pov was the common condition for centuries

*/viridiana

/After Watergate, some “cleans” were hired, like william Ruckelshous and william? Webster with their safe, moderate poitics. Washington is unsure of them and They have enough government experience to know what they were doing, but not so much they have axes to grind. categorial imperative, the ultimate good, epistomolgy?,

how science, psychology, or whatever field a student majoring in, will save the world.

/idealists of far left and right – ex: fidel, ayatollah

/open classrm

/idealism is worse outside? biz as no bottom line.

/ivory tower.] revolution, the horrors of capitalism, the guilt of the industrialized countries, a distorted version of “equality”, etc.

/miracles

/not only never use, but never hear of once they graduate.

rh/faith. -shining city upon a hill.

/huey long “united” Louisiana. fidel united cuba. mao china, etc. collect.

/no room for practical values and standards or the negative part of reality. no int in neg of reality.

/encourages idealist to assign guilt .apology.

too many awards in sch

/eliminating pov.-

/emotion over facts.

/clay washing cars with gold medal.

/idealism = naivete. church is too

/rel, sw, ed, psych, entertainment?, pc,

/i’m not impressed with religion, psych, sw, pol, crts, ed, mil,

/all can’t be anything.

pov, class, ideal, ed, church, pos, care, feel good, exciting, relationships in all. magic person

 libs,

charity,

tradval?

/stars, public figures johnny carson, camelot, fdr? rr?

issues

/pub housing, rent control, hmless, cops,

other mil?,

/quiet lives of desp..

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/same w/ marines as”specialists”

/habitat: no int. loans. fees got waived, some developers have land. some subcontractors donated services and building materials. an architect donated service. for 48 condos in santa margarita for poor of under 24k/yr.-point out the folly of it. vol workers. resale restrictions keep them within reach of poor.

/lot of ideal crap on brokow – blacks taking legal? course

/deserving or non deserving poor isn’t asked.

/success, pos, loving, feel good, easy, complex, new,

/kids, scouts, sci, ed, pysch, hypnosis, fads, t.m., biofeedback,

/venerate youth

/focus on small kids means you don’t know how to handle teens re drugs, etc /libs throw out baby with the bath water

/idealism of jonestown, ptl, moonies, rash-nish, that phil grp.

/if you fix up your hse others will follow. flower boxesç

/univ.. mil service gave us something in common, bound us. pay per view will take just that much more away of what we have in common. tv l0/9l

shared experiences. dan rather.

/The Kellog-Briand Treaty which outlawed war. besides, countries tear up treaties when it suits them.

/great soc

/the link up in space

/am broadcasts raised the hope of hungarian freedom fighters.

/tom dooley

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/mh vol.

/no int loans for habitat [and must be poor workmanship]

/idealists see the lst part of lawrence of arabia, not the end.

/Your “right” to see super bowl, etc. free ……… pay per view.

/communes

/when has world been better and worse and why?

/tyson a teenage mugger, time bomb, uncontrollable side since l0. serial buttocks fondler. couldn’t take the fame. am tragedy [=?]

forman excused him, saying he no one taught him right from wrong, pure ignorance.

/so then sex harrassment class for kids. ty ty ty. with stupid naive circuitous, non cs discussion, denial, crap, & hats on. just saying no isn’t enuff as kids are bored so need self-esteem, etc.

/2 types of idealism

/sincerity doesn’t mean you’re right.

/twongas wants an ex peace corps [vs score]

/schs and soc agencies try to be all things to all people.

/persian gulf war, desert storm, was clean, perfect, …

/solution for every problem

/rose colored glasses,

/risking money, safety, alc, drive w/o insur. boom box. super loud parties.

/jefferson was disillusioned by the failure of ams to appreciate and follow the enlightened gov and society he had given so much to bring to power. he could only shake his head when jackson became pres. believed country was being taken over by louts.

/the eng and french iq held such hopes for f rev, watched it collapse into despotism of napoleon. la 92

/homelike, sitting down together, pitching in

/all it takes is courage to fight drug pushers.

/means lib, pos, pity, less? resp?

/lib ideal: secure. thus less? resp. whatever goes wrong is someone else’s fault – soc, system, pity.

/joan of arc, lawrence of arabia, viridiana.

/in lot of biz fold. lot of ed is irrelevant –

/youth worship. leader worship. isms? ologies?

/go to dc to make policy

/media is big on peace corps and 0 on vista

/realism sounds cynical to idealists.

/vs woodstein

/love is all you need for marriage.

/moral rearmament. up with people?, wop, moon?

/a drug free am.

/lesson: no place to live.

/good athletes are born and made.

*/50% of urban teachers quit in 5th yr. haberman test picks out those who will stay. ch 7 5/l2?/92 eve news

/40% of am drs would going into diff field if they had it to do over again – 60 min 5/l0/92 sig 99% are disallusioned and burning out, said ama spokeswoman. due to reg, insur, hosp admin, lawyers. insur hold down tests; lawyers are opposite. $ was it. thus admit max patients. apps for med sch have dropped 30% in recent yrs.

/crumbling of old social order and the coming of equalitarian dem in the l828 election of andrew jackson. la aaa

/i ea gen is less prejudiced. have to start with youth.

/want a friend in dc, buy a dog.

/trying or should work on your car, do taxes, or be an investor

/lot leave dc after 4 mos.

sol

/outgrow religion,

/ea field out for itself.

/pros sleep w clients.

/class,

/many will take advantage =sometime even friends and rel.

/pov

/all is pol,

/swaggert? jim and tammy

/not till affect you, your prop, your pocketbk, your peace of mind, do you learn – rm

/still believed in nixon and in bakkers – cause they want to – deep psych

/meet l/2 way?

/only l of 450 bks, starving actors, luck, pol, being noticed.

cults?

/quiet desparation

/going from one diet to the next.

/idealism does more harm than good. show how.

/vows are idealistic?

/premarital relations – 80% before. vs mid age.

/ross perot. john anderson. pat buchanan.

/aux police instead of nat serv corps

idealism after 92 la riots & melodrama?

/can’t believe it

/ueberoth will make it better than before

/college stu try to achieve emotional catharsis. la

/outrage into outreach. holding hands.

/vol clean up comm. called “taking back the sts” need glossary.

 wounds, healing.

/reason, calm, message of peace, etc. – holligans don’t care about that. /new cops plan to catch all the bad guys and save the world.

/a new spirit rising from the ashes.

/what is the true face of la – all this clean up or one that will be divided again.

/idealism set in after riots ended – at least far more pronounced.

/future depends on resolutions of the youth who discuss it in sch.

/save our race from extinction on some signs.

/cry for econ equality. flanagan

/shovels brooms become tools of healing and hope. la

/renewing the spirit. psychological ruin

/we must rebuild the soul of the city

/hi sch kids talked about the morality of riots. la

/experts hope riots will yield “vacine” against violence.

/recovery depends on understanding the riots. $%^@#%

/the open wound that la must now work to heal.

/ueberoth will make it better than before. i and sop.

/from ashes the search for meaning

/symbols of regrowth need to be put back into the comm. immediately – can’t keep up with this. now it’s ownership

/clean up so wonderful. returning their loot same.

/a city hungers for heros [la]

/la may find its redeeming maturity. la

/[myth of unity is melodramatic]

/all get a chance to wax eloquent.

/the epidemiology of the riots.

/reporter on 2 said if media and cops leave it alone, it will die down. 00000000000000000000

/art may lead the city out of its confusion. la same with architecture.

/requiem for the cities?

/weed and see – oh boy. here we go

/our common destiny – moyers re riots probably.

/can’t believe the no of dumb article re riots. 5/l4

/incredible 5th sec of series la 5/l5 of tons of i. never seen it so bad. jobs, ceta, great soc, new deal, shinning city,

/loot recovered is only a fraction. clean up might be same.

/some victims rushed to forgive their attackers.

*/one preacher went up there and got stomped.-expensive lesson

/coming renaissance of lapd

/la philharmonic plays, role models, someone with harmonicas teaching

/sickening to see k’s and blks hugging, slob, slob, creating a new day ….

tv 5/24/92

/charlie rose asked is this a sig moment to define ourselves, to ask who we are? re riots?

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/to think you’re going to have much effect on anything, or change much if anything

/ocn? report of rescue mission guys working in groves. rh

/barone. us news 6/l/92: tradition minded vs liberation minded [?????].

watch out for the man on the white horse: mussolini, + used dem to subert dem. [napoleon, hitler] connaly was one [sec of tres] he dended bretton woods, imposed wage adn price controls when infl was 4.8. thus decade of stagflation. he came close to bankrupting the country. later bankrupted himself. de gualle. perot too: conspiracy theories, testiness. ====

/we must rebuild the soul of the city

/moral rearmament, up with people, just sitting down and talking it over, being enthusiastic,

/this rebuilding l.a. is so wonderful. i hope other cities won’t be envious. they might burn them.

/urban renewal, model cities, great soc, wop, pc

/rebuild la: millenium, what was your part, dream, bandwagon.

/only youth knows what’s right

/after riots little or nothing about prop vals going down, insurance going up or being cancelled, k’s and others fleeing, biz too.

/thurow. all thot war on pov would work. i remember that.

/of course have to start with youth. riots

/perfect for i:

/the real west. by gary copper don’t forget: who can believe gov after w gate & vietnam.

*/the crusades

/fundamentalism is i and immaturity

/rebuild – great crusade

/rebuiding some store means 30 jobs. how wonderful. 6/l0

/ideal of unity goes against class and ethnicity.

/in rocky, my fair lady, cinderella, oliver

/perot – man on white horse.

/pro life – spec when comes to lc where life is cheap

/If you’re young and not a socialist you don’t have a heart. If you’re old and still a socialist, you don’t have a brain.

/idealism is dangerous

/thinking they would force perot to stay in.-denial, anger

/doesn’t idealism lend itself to promoting guilt.

/in every time we elect a new pres, it’s a new dawn.

/did more of perot’s idealists come from the right or the left.

/if some are i and no good, what is. red cross?

/do we need a camelot – d-land – shinning city upon a hill.

/in prohibition? hen ford I for it. wanted to reform his workers. /cop said few moments of helping someone are few and far between. most don’t want help.

/the kennedy euphoria

/kennedy euphoria. op sec of la times. 7/92

/kennedy euphoria. op sec of la times. 7/92

/perot let em down said brinkley, chancellor

/theory and practice – believing in health in mid age

/in v. havel, pm of chekoslvakia

/put articles on i in vista file [cabinet]/libs more concerned with outcome than with oppor. d. armie. 92 sig•/nasser plugged up the suez canal – like saddam torching oil fields. both champions of poor. oh boy. barbarians

/ty media – they find one city in yugo where all factions get along. 8/92

/not till it happens to you – like a flood, accident, etc.

/jd’s on a boat.

/candidates will brings dreams. honeymoon, then pick em apart.

/idealism contributes to negativism. sig.

/brokaw’s WHAT WORKS are i.

/drugs pushed on youth as that’s where $ is. if legalized this wouldn’t happen. crack more avail to kids than beer. no liquor store workers driving mercedes. drug dealers don’t push 6 pacs. drug use worse now that when made illegal in l9l9. we legalize but don’t endorse alc. we can do same with drugs.

/bit a models in burlap with innocous j on how ea is diff.

/some b ball player into u of nevada with 3rd grade ed. got into drugs. in bad – shooting or something – and still didn’t learn. ty.

/remember the things that don’t turn out: vista, sch choice,

/the koz wanted to be john wayne, but turned out to be wally peepers.

/enabling homeless to vote, or take pics, or sing, or write, or … all but WORK.

/people love fairy tales and you’re the fairy.

/gypsies steal as gypsy boy took one of the nails which was going to be used to nail his feet. so jesus said, let them take things, or whatever.

/am’s most wanted. cheap dizzy camera work. tabloid like inside edition.

/if I ever get one, hide it in a paper bag like asian did. or rag

/take punishment like a man.

/people own homes and don’t know where east and west is. similar with giving directions.

/tesdell’s trips.

/schs i in trying to be all things to all people – soc agencies, etc.

/synfuels, bike paths.

/in push buttons.

 Camelot,

/good intentions = 0 in biz.

/in just sit down and talk. together.

/t jefferson was a dissolute [crooked] slaveholder with a weakness for bordeaux and female slaves, and a hypocrite to boot. Betsy ross’s connection to the flag existed in the fancy of her self-promoting grandson; cowgoys robbed indians of their land [?]. the pilgrims hung adulterers, flogged dissenters, denounce dem, banned xmas merriment and the singing of lewd songs. us news

ukraininans venerate a l7th cent cossack chief, khmelnitsky. he murdered greek cath priests, he doubled crossed the peasants

croations whitewash their nazi collaborations. us news. ll/30/92

/most people live lives of quiet desparation.

/sw = dissallusioning as draws idealists to begin with.

/idealist – often used contemptuously to mean an impractical vissionary.

/pc vols were the children of kennedy.

/ideas were radical, but reality was common.

/college, church = the land of supposed to.

/was vw i?

/tom dooley. jack coleman

/muddle headed

/care home fits

/snake and turtle in gage

/i macho crap in mil

/said i’d never raise my voice to em. and no tv. always strict

/more problems than poor

/folly of msw

/they see you coming miles away

/see 60s

/p.c. vs servicemen, pri cos abroad, etc. missionaries, reg ams. abroad.

/see sw, lib?

/l0k applied for pc in 90. = l/5 those who did in 64 as nat. idealism peaked. wash m.

/swept down off the campuses

/inn of 6th happiness

/the kennedy euphoria. josh getlin wrote the article.

/too much rh in “taking back the comm”

/pc, police corps, teacher corps, nat serv corps, city year, red guards

/camelot – cheated on wife. past mob ties? bay of pigs. pc, vw, little done. not that big on civil rights. vs ike.

/if city hall, the county seat, and the state capitol are not camelot, why should the white house be? exner said jfk looked as if he’d put one over

/salvation thru murals, salvation thru rh, unity

/friendship with client

/jump start econ, change country, psych jolt – same as rebuild la.

/youth would save world if got vote. they got it. 48% voted max. now it’s 33%?

/marines give their men a false identity – pic in dress blues.

/idealism spells disaster: lawrence, me, gaunt, ideoloque in zapata.

/life is disneyland, lawrence welk, waltons,

/idealism – thus pro?, e, pity, jive,

/thinking that teaching kids below 4th? grade will cure prejudice.

/good intentions don’t work in love.

/oh yes, the young of somalia should turn in their guns for books.

  cooper’s an idealist.

/in = westerns? elvis?

/jim cooper – idealistic

/senator leaned over desk and said, young lady, even I don’t make policy.

/communitarians

/old joe kennedy was a bootlegger.

/everyone is fooling ea other.

/shun materialism till after 30.

/kirk douglas, rod steiger, fonda?, casting couch, liz taylor, liza manelli, dick van dyke, gail storm, troy donahue, mac davis, ray charles,

/electric horseman/in. mail in all weather.

/ll yr old greg gude got bill thru congress

/clinton summons the spirit of jfk. /not clear that col grads are the best cops. us news. l/25/93/brokow says lot of dreams with clinton coming in l/93

/monarchy/hands across am = i

/brokaw: lst chance to capture the imagination of am will be is inaug sp.

/idealism: j. e hoover, mac,

/if i, then cover him far too much, expect too much of clin, so start ripping him in lst wk.l/27/93/cul saves poor and world/not clear that col grads are the best cops. us news. l/25/93

/minorities have never seen reformers as reformers have seen themselves. l87? rejected these outside missionaires as dilitantes, dreamers, idealoques, moral imperialists, hopelessly uncomprehending human beings.

[us singing at mission on xmas?]

/reformers don’t pay for their mistakes. the people do. 202 z

/inauguraton euphoria. then crash. doesn’t matter, they got hi. same with la. like drug.

/”common people rebell over spec grievances. intellects transform transform [these] rebellions into rev because they

think you can’t improve anything without improving everything. rebellions happen, [but] revolutions are made by intellects who fan the flames to start the fire that brings everything down. why, because it brings them to power, at least initially, to roles they think they deserve. They become dangerous because they have have utopian longing to remake the world. It’s one thing when you are a day-dreaming intellect, but something else when you’re an intellect with an army, secret police, and firing squads.”

prof pipes of harvard. one of the most sig things I’ve read – because I’ve just arrive at the pt of realizing how dangerous idealists are.

/hungry man comes up to window while you and wife are eating

earmarks:

– Noble ideals: “unity, brotherhood, equality, fulfillment, compassion, reaching out, dedication, service to humanity, helping the poor”.

– Impractical people.

– Utopian rhetoric: “bringing people from different backgrounds … will unite the nation.”

– Ignoring the past.

– Worshiping the new: new ideas, trends, values.

 

– Worshiping youth.

– Vagueness: “cultural enrichment, community action, building

relationships, exploring options…”

– No way of nor interest in measuring results.

– The fact some local people could do the job better than outsiders.

– The fact each volunteer costs about the same as sending a youth to Harvard for the same period of time.

 

/disallsionment after crusades and what else. ea rev?/disallusionment after crusades and what else. ea rev?/those that fall: kennedy, moomaw, honig, nix, bakker, /why do people become idealistic? [i was very]. it must be to fill a void in their lives.

 

/d. rather doing one one prot and cath kids going to sch

together in no ireland. 3/93.

/former gang member now col grad helping grammar sch kid study sci. how idealistic. ch 7? 93

/nice guys finish last.

/pc vols in the kennedhy era mold .. idealism … aversion to traditional career paths.. .. irreverence … openess and good cheer. /rolling sleves up, losening tie, coat over shoulder/we are the world. does it rain on xmas ?????

/one blk man caught l0 yr old tagger, and now their friends. tv

if there is reward, there is punishment, joy/pain, pride/shame, love/hate, success/failure.)

/”the arts” in c. in

/stus design things for handicapped/pro students/deny reality, now lists steps – all is pol, etc./see the flic Z to counter i.

/ceasar chavez/paul mccartney said more hope in 60s. 93

/criminals GRAD from program. who else. kids,

/reginald denny, 96 facial fractures, and forgiving em left and right. says they shouldn’t spend much time behind bars. 5/l/93 -before trial.

/kibutz/ceasar chavez union?/v3/the fallen i

/under 30 – red guards/in boy scouts and catholic church protected pedofiles/nixon never admitted his wrongs/press euphoric at inaug. now they attack clinton with glee 6/93/death hunt for i

/perot/death of a salesman.

. if you can rise, you can fall/bit the hand that fed it.

/re classes.

/most adults live lives of quiet desparation anyhow, why make it worse?/horatio alger (and later burn out). They are hired more for their character than what they do. They bring order, but rarely reform. who try to trump their sister agencies.* /in quiz show scandals. mob

/i not to look at col stu who do not make it. steve, tim, and other things that don’t work.

/the crusades must have been a monument to idealism./those that can do, those that cannot teach/i to ignore col grad who drives a cab/religion might just be a state of idealism. ty top and bottom/we’re predistined in many ways: we come from a class. we’ll be a lot like our folks, speak like our teenage peers, …./quaker protested at wht hse, to jail. got raped 50 times in 2 days. in w post.

/watch out for glow worms: ingram, gal who got me aaa job.

/watch out for glow worms: ingram, gal who got em aaa job.

/ meals on wheels/i to keep reporting on new tech to catch criminals while crime goes up. should ev all. GREAT = gang reporting, ev, & tracking./pc is like missionary work.

/always the dawn of a new age/incredible 5th sec of series la 5/l5 of tons of i. never seen it so bad. could be a sep article. was this on riots?/in ceasar chavez. crusades. ed g robinson narration of crime program on a&e? 93

/quick cure for I – rent rms.

/raise kid who bites the hand that fed him. same in sw, for aid, charity? in

/navy tested mustard gas on our own and denied it for 50 yrs.

/see pron

/how jaded band members must get at some places./baseball is a cartel of 28 owners. after many promises, they used empty dome in st peter… fl to leverage deals from other cities. it costs st. p and its county 8.5 mil/yr.

/hist is political. espec in spain. tv

/go thru lists/in cops meeting neighs.

/i’s and animals/I was idealistic about fringe benefits in the jobs I had./remember in the late 60’s suburbanited came into the city and painted tenaments, etc./in somalia/victory has l00 fathers; defeat is an orphan

/in: no swearing, dirties, cuddling for l0 yrs. paying full price for car. wop, cg reunion. benny to free cuba.

/in rm inspections at cmc.

/half the music of well known musicians never gets heard.

/the unending charm of georges georges vs the resentment that was built up./because you rehearse a play a lot at sac, people obligated to come./i leads to crushing disappointments.

/in to have cops move into crime areas.

/FINALLY someone, noted columnist samuelson showed how jfk wasn’t so hot. he’s fed up with everyone’s worshippin him.

 taking oneself too seriously/the depression brot us together. nat serv does too. 00

/in blk who took wel people, had model comm, but girls at dances dressed bad and danced too close. 60 min?

/”street soldiers” talk on radio to gangs. tv 93. emotion.

/brokaw on a dr – so loved etc.

/anything in kids./gene mccarth/in venerate frosh congressmen.

/love, pos, charm with geo geo & disaster./58 yr old syrian guy moving. exceptionally nice in some ways, but total brat. goes to show you: niceness, positives, etc. and a dime will get you a cup of coffee./getting you involved with neigh re dogs, stereos./diff twix nancy shook and other ll’s and me is same as in sw. – you can’t say all be considerate or other gen.. thus details nec. can’t be lib.

/coming to am/teen growing food for the poor. 93

/in getting rid of toy guns.

/honor system and cheating in mil acadamies./in weapon swaps.

/meaning well is not nec doing well. aiming is not hitting./using hells angels for security at altamont./late 60s, /fiber optics in cerritos/in let someone from half way hse move in and got killed – thus orphans.

/speedreading, incredible memory, sleep teaching.

/lib idealism vs idealism of hitler, staling, jim jones, ptl/ tend to think you can work things out with bad tenants.

/the olympics have often been cheapened as a pol weapon. us news./gal who got me job at aaa/they’ll smoke outside. oh yeah.

/new is good; old is bad/jo’s would be stu tenants can’t do enuff for you/johns hopkins testing vaccines against violence. us news 3/94./story of flower boxes in slums/my fair lady, oliver? prince and the pauper?/robin hood/brook farm, +. gandhi/educating tim butler/m if you’re nice to lc tenants, they’ll be nice back. rick, etc

, up with people, moral rearmament fanaticism is ty of youth ag/rd to hell is paved with good intentions./l0 commandments shows the trends of youth: testing thru phy exhaustion, to be broken down and rebuilt, denial of urges, search for sublime insight.

/d. rather doing idealistic one on so africa after bloodshed before the vote. what crap. 4/l2/94

/hands across am. dean lind did it.

/i is big in ed.

/opportunity means your free to succeed and free to fail./have to be kidnapped and deprogrammed./up with people. moral re-armament.

/staff nuttier than patients.

/sec on Idealism on cs was total 0 *****************

/part of pos thinking?/if jfk had only lived.

 

/when young in eur, i went into EVERY catherdral in every town. now I see those as momuments to idealims which greatly distorted the economies of those days.

/internment of jap ams – good lesson for in./you’re a good teacher till you show up your peers./story of eveidealism @b

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Idealism, the philosophical view that the mind or spirit constitutes the fundamental reality, has taken several distinct but related forms. Objective idealism accepts common sense REALISM (the view that material objects exist) but rejects NATURALISM (according to which the mind and spiritual values have emerged from material things), whereas subjective idealism denies that material objects exist independently of human perception and thus stands opposed to both realism and naturalism. @b

PLATO is often considered the first idealist philosopher, chiefly because of his metaphysical doctrine of Forms. Plato considered the universal Idea or Form‑‑for example, redness or goodness‑‑more real than a particular instance of the form‑‑a red object, a good action. According to Plato, the world of changing experience is unreal, and the Idea or Form‑‑which does not change and which can be known only by reason‑‑constitutes true reality. @b

The 18th‑century epistemologist George BERKELEY was one of the major exponents of idealism. He held that the object of knowledge is an idea and that ideas can exist only in the mind; therefore, objects can exist only as objects of consciousness. Berkeley’s dictum esse est percipi (“to be is to be perceived”) has clear metaphysical implications. Indeed he called his theory immaterialism and intended it as a refutation of traditional MATERIALISM. @b

Immanuel KANT held that it is impossible to gain knowledge of the world by either reason or sense experience alone. Whereas in ordinary idealism the individual subject’s awareness is the basic element of reality, in Kant’s transcendental idealism the subject in general‑‑not a particular subject, but the universal structure of all subjects‑‑is the basic element of reality. This universal subject, the transcendental self, is the precondition of any knowledge of an objective world. @b

Kant’s successor Johann Gottlieb FICHTE postulated a creative Ego as the ultimate source of reality, which generates all change and all knowledge. Fichte’s theory was elaborated in G. W. F. HEGEL’s absolute idealism. For Hegel reality is absolute Spirit or Reason, which manifests its development toward total self‑consciousness in every aspect of experience from nature to human history. The English Hegelian F. H. BRADLEY argued that ordinary experience is fragmentary and contradictory and therefore appearance; reality, the Absolute, is a unified totality, which can be known only through a unique and absolute, perhaps mystical, experience. @b/4 k’s forced into the mil by jap, then forced to fight by russians, and then by the germans. wwii

  la/cath churches being sued [but not protestants]. church sues back to protect selves using low tactics which they blame on insur cos or lawyers. 60 min. bishops have no deviation on abort but on handling suits. [double …] fr greely is the only one sensible. 5/94. perfect for i. reminds me of fam.

/hosps push c-sections as more $. 94 tv

/assuming your superiors know what they are doing./people look to sports, soc, rel for dreams.

/span civil war/getting paid for my victrola on consignment at shop at boys shopping cent. had to start legal procedures. they paid [with excuses?]/people round world losing respect for c 6/94 w post. good – we are getting more realistic bout all. what gov can do. = the cost of good intentions. /moynihan: saw all the mi’s put on st, ASSUMED that caused the hmless, and thus has lost conf in what gov can do. = the cost of good intentions.

/moynihand helped design? nixon’s fap plan for wel. ticked that dems wouldn’t approve as nix would get credit.

. older he got, the more he found he did NOT know. span civil war. disallusioned. /jon dos passos: his writing made n mailer a leftist if not a rad. said it himself. dos passos – a hero of the am left. but hung out with the rich. went to span civil war. disallusioned. passos broke with left. anti big gov. older he got, the more he found he did NOT know. sounded alarm against stalin when left still supporting him. people said your politics have changed. he said of course. supported mccarthy. said man’s struggle is to free himself from insts he created.

/i libs want world that can’t be; i cons want a world that never was./”the arts” in c. in

/if you fix up your house, neighbor will./guy couldn’t walk by hmless, so got em into recording studio and now some are on records. tv 94 in

/I: thrill of lifetime for ethnics to return to newly freed ukraine, etc. euphoria of 9l. missionary era. romanticism. since then lot of dissapointments. gloomy. don’t hire anyone over 35 there as stuck in old commie mold. 94 w post/trying to make money off serving food to tenants with george ann./kb vs across the st. good case of your example not influencing others – same with tanner, steve, etc. and all others in neigh./sow: so many of US on the left were cheering castro in the late 50s. every commie regime established .. had is admirers. gb shaw. one was honest. he said in an effort to liberate the human race … we broke all records for mass slaughter. the problem was the ideology [which] had a deep flaw [:] … our understanding of hum nature. 8/25/94 r./great leap forward in china caused 30 mil to starve.

/women at west point thot naively if they did a good job, the harrassment would go away.

/nancy shook saying her tenants work it out./same with george ann saying they asked all to be considerate./idealism: leads to inconsistency, hypocrisy, patronizing, burn out,

/nation of islam security guards, unarmed, well manered. successful, [but easy to idealize]/john lindsay/lawyer who worked deal in NY? jails said lst thing is not to expect justice. insur gal who said nothing fair about insur.

/rigged quiz program

/tales of ferocious beasts were to make the white hunter look good. tv

/healthy skepticism – from poor richard./not supposed to snitch : criminals, cops, naval academy.

/i is naive, rh, childish, pablum, drivel

/idealism: leads to inconsistency, hypocrisy, patronizing, burn out,

cheri7 – cost to both lawyers.

/nk is the law at its worst.

/all things to all people/in c I wanted to learn everything about everything./aud out to watch war. will be over soon./rd to hell is paved with good intentions./tests which show how idealistic or realistic you are for your age bracket./corrupt cops/we’re looking for utopia, atlantis, the holy grail.

  fatal conceit./i’m totally against all idealism – in law, ed, rel, pol,

/gal who got me job at aaa/death hunt with bronson/brokaw did one on israeli and arab pa’s that lost sons and want to meet. someone else did one on gal crippled by drunk driver forgiving him and wanting to work with him later on drunk driving.

/many stories of those who were told they couldn’t make it, and did; none of those who were told they could and didn’t.

/send your kids to pub sch to improve the public schs.

/woman at afs said it’s not all glamour. someone has to do the accounting.

/stu drs put me in hosp and let me pay for it.

/lot of things in life that are not fair here and there. keeps changing./nason fam of cen oregon. 76 kids. fell of its own weight.

/bob glegg did everything to get in the army, but would never do it again. treated like dogs. in.

/rush: libs can’t enjoy selves till world is perfect. they put down the 80s.

/kamakaze/police corruption

/i of n. kaufman

/not the real world: c, rel, mil, ent, ad, /putting people on pedestals – pope, oj, jfk/catholic gal got divorced and her long time married friends at church dropped her./more heros in war [to justify it] than peacetime. not heros before or after war of peace corps. but get in there and all of a sudden, heroism.

/shooting prisoners who’ve surrendered. snipers among others.theory and practice/afs: you can’t go hm again.

/my idea of leaving an endowment. poor scott.

looking for the northwest passage and the holy grail.

/inn of 6th happiness/am grafitti- wolfman/breaking away/in the TV series KUNG FU, the idea was a search for the truth. if he ever found it, the series would be over. d caradign.

/like drawing a line thru the water with your finger./david carradin, start of the kung fu series, said the series was about the search for truth. if he ever found it, the series would be over. /rd to hell is paved with good intentions. /all’s fair in love and war. /rd to hell is paved with good intentions.

/good to see program on albert schweitzer. he wasn’t such a saint after all. /the folly of my country, right or wrong. vw.

/schweitzer, tom dooley./libs are so i, they consider realism to be cynicsm. ag after reading account of blk reporter in africa, who worried he’d become cynical./hells angels to guard rock concert at altamont./what is realistic vs cynical about me or someone else – lobbying, 3rd world corruption, mob? our insts: pedofilic priests, w gate, vw, mil, biz, med, law, courts, prejudice in the un force. gays, homos, tabloids,

/war to end wars – wwi./does marine corps have a peace corps appeal?

/rebuild la/machivelli/immature to make vows. and ridiculous to make those you have a good chance of breaking. joe kovacs. hugh.

/sue hensley/i thot i could resist rita doering/far too narrow. 3 curses in cg.

/hmless being recruited for singing. brokaw. 95.

/white? minister when up there and got beaten into a coma. riots/poor don’t need your help – LOUD block parties by outsiders who would never allow it in THEIR neighborhoods.

/being an example. kb vs my side/vouchers and teachers union/see marva/marva, serpico, supercops, whistle blowers,

/i was as unrealistic about life as I was about sex.

/macolm x worshiping eliga mohammond/saviors, gurus/a quest for honor.

/people don’t like you, they take it out on your kids – pecos./the cost of good intentions/the noble red man/3 yrs of c for tim butler – sec guard./amateur sports in c/that sw er? taking poorly dressed kids to perf arts cent. real down in the mouth/what people say and do: they want computers. loan em one, and 0. will start a health program. 0. will save $. 0./robert gleg in the army/kung fu. always searching. if he found it, the series would be over.

/ceazar chavez/rd to hell is paved with good intentions.

/tesdel at 38 w. 88/compromise: prohibition, needle exchanges, drugs,

/bringing a puppy home/viridiana, dr. zhivago- l of arabia/up the down staircase. to sir with love/don’t even think of saving your old computer for someone. it’s idealistic: they don’t use em. if they need one as bad as they should, they’d find a way to get one. they’ll never use it the way they should. obsolete./marcus a. sophomoric, gibberish, young. platitudes.

/sa – all am city. nyc’s finest./fixing girls lip means world can be changed. brokaw/danger: pitson coal strike, soc, comm, nazi, /islamic fundamentalism/i: bringing a puppy home.

/shangrila, vahalla, zanadu, emerald city

/look at all those idealists that went into vista and sw. they were set up for failure. now jaded./dj, we belong in a church-run, military college [the worst of 3 worlds].

/dj and Al belong in a religious, military college. classic./i in sw: pos., fix up place – rest will, care, art, music, play, outing?, hug, forgive debts, don’t punish, councel,

/pitson mine. safeway in dc/glad i’m not part of college, religion, military, or government. /do you want an idealist to handle your $. repair you car?

/tesdel/pos – karen couldn’t tell tom no. ray kitchen too?/see pos/l-l2% males raped in prison. 60 min. another reason for no weight training. same quaker on that got it by 45 guys in dc jail, as wouldn’t put up $l0 bail./impatience. thus rev/baby with the bath water/in wel, i made 30% more than i was worth./cat kills goldfish.

/me and stuckey in la/tesdel: impossible dreamer. had tv’s stolen. dirty place. send foreigners off on trips in cars with lic plate hanging off, rag in gas tank, clutch not adjusted, etc. on trips which cost $l2 for 4 days. ’65 dirty car.

/UNreal friends. All this was similar to what social workers did to Roloff’s Homes (seen three times on 60 Minutes). The homes didn’t want a state license nor the meddling by social workers. The homes were some of the best in the country. They were doing the government’s job, doing it far better than the government, and doing it without government money. Yet government bureaucrats fought the homes l3 years, jailing Brother Roloff twice.

/work some place 20 years. and they will drop you overnight./nobody looks out for you but you. /my mother’s the great loving compassionate LIBERAL, saving the world, and look what she did to me./hinkley, ca for toxics by pg&e, who kept mum 20 yrs. hamilton, mt.

/la times series on media. 4/l7/96. media more cynical now [realistic]. more skeptical of insts. [good]. our const is rooted in skepticism toward power and auth. skeptic.. vs cyni… but i’m skipping. cynicism = realism.

/cynicism comes from disappionted idealism. lichter.

/lot of people have lost faith in their fellow man.

/vw and w gate changed lot. far more skeptical of pres

/worships israel, ed, youth, i. lib. don’t criticize rel

/brokaw: some i… piece on drs living in slums. 7/96

/when walking around mc at lst, thinking of how it could be fixed up = was like being a naive vista.

/looking bac – the spector of idealism – wash types that flew out to vista convention.

/7 dentists and 7 diff diagnosies for perfectly good teeth. tv/here i am happy on net hump. nuts, wish i were young and wasting my time in college, church, theories, and trying to save the world and be perfect.

/mildred cobb didn’t want to hear how badly the salvation army was./thinking only hard work will get you there [or is it’s own reward]/sex ed, masturbation/the whole fam. stuff/idealists think realists are cynics.

/ carnivals. pryamids/re animals/people look for magical drugs for their physical health the way they did in the m.h. field./tobacco pushed smoking in flics?

/tobacco got women to smoke./auctions – too good to be true/into the slums on weekends to paint – in 60s/ali is a veg and people gloss over it for their own needs.

/vacations have to be idealized/shangrila, zanadu, uptopia, 7 cities, ft of youth, forbidden city, over the rainbow, pot of gold, swan lake, tinsel town./ayh? tesdel at 38 w 88/gal who designed viet mem/gloss over              As things got worse TV viewers were shown an anti-riot rally at a church, obviously planned to defuse tension. It showed how out of touch the leaders were./pumphrey – ty/no good deed goes unpunished/idealists feel you’re idealistic or cynical. no middle ground.

/show me a hero and i’ll show you a tragedy, said f scott fitz…

/I knew this glowing gal from church back east. you wondered how much of that was real. she came all the way from larchmont to be part of marble church young adults. later she lost lot of that glow. /swooners, dreamers – ingrid shuller, adolphina, lynda potter? – who didn’t resolve the past. haitian looker who wrote of being a bird and male teacher at aclu thot it was too much/see religion.n/pre nuptal agreements/disasters: water soft.., big a/c/mafia and navy cooperated during wwii on docks her and in scicily,

facts of life yvonne de carlo – munsters; la var burton, mickey mantle, babe ruth?, gale storm, garry more, drew barrymore?, janis joplin, eric estrada, dick van dyke/my buying silver, mb, that victrola on consignment/getting women to smoke

/l9l9 – blk sox conspired to throw the world series. with mob? tv

/the more people watched tv, the more voting went down. he blamed those in tv. bull 96?/ l/3rd of signers of const were slave holders.

/umbrellas of cherborg: incredible romance and guy ended up happy in gas st with plain? wife and dog. like natalie wood who found warren beauty grubby, happy with plain wife.

/ir: biggest trade is arms, 2nd is drugs 97 opium wars, afgan war, viet war, golden triangle burmese guy who is on border of ussr.- mccoy brot it out and cia went after him. cia complicity.-french did it too. sounds like cent am./that karen moen that wouldn’t level with tom/becoming jaded is step toward realism?

/80% of new mags fail.

/2l yr old girl says nothing she can do bout adult chat.

/all starts in mystery and ends in politics.

/how to handle trouble is sig and plenty of it./at age 70 i’ll get $6k/yr, where as those who averaged 25k/yr will get $l2k. ah, the rewards of social work.

/skip: bot mb in dc and only by luck found place to keep it./bad neigh is a great ed./carnegie: hard to give it away intelligently than to earn it./they take it out on your kids/owens lake/lose weight, your friends don’t like it. $ etc/do you want a dreamer as a LL who moved in addicts, bums,- dreamer church that refs them, or dreamer pov lawyer/everybody lets you down/ford accepts l of every l0k to be a model. another agency accepts one of every 9k./youth mislead into being cops, nurses, teachers, etc.

/ingrid shuller, that classy pat of pwp, that super sweet asian newscaster, that andy caufman type girl on tv

/buck: missionary work in china = like drawing a line thru water with your finger. harm they did in hawaii/nap’s march to ussr- show with chart- how far is the walk from paris to moscow/youth: i: world needs to be saved, can be, and their gen will save it. via fdr,

 

 

/university politics are vicious precisely because the stakes are so small. kis

/hoover wouldn’t acknowledge mafia, go after congress. you couldn’t get rid of him/top 7 tobacco exs saying it wasn’t addictive/gerrymandering/no one ever said i needed to split rent control rent in ny.

/all these places take themselves to seriously: dc, holly, wall st, bdway, ny?, detroit,

/pentagon has a partnership with tobacco

/ll yr old greg gude and the horses/meaning well and doing well/i woman who got me aaa job/walter winchel ended up disallusioned?

/lbj knew he couldn’t win in viet/sympathy for the disabled is found in the dict between shit and syphilis./see pro/see pyramids & gamble/l9l9 world series was fixed. but trial was fixed/joan of arc/cases of drs taking anesthetics for selves during operations and thus patients enduring great pain. tv l0/97 other cases of one shooting up something during op.

/st. michael’s church in s.a. takes care of idealistic egyptians. their neighbors should know what’s going on.

/what really ticks me is about dreamers is they want peace at any cost – in this case my family, I’m supposed to get be silent as I’m controlled & put thru anguish year after year./t.r. ending russo-jap war. jap got k if we got phillipines. never came out for 20 yrs./99% of treaties are not kept, bk: the treaty trap.

/it was the swim coach jess …. that shook his head, saying after c, you get a job, and have to play such games, you can’t believe it./my victrola on consignment at that shopping center/vahala, zanadu, shagrila, bali hi, 7 cities of gold, atlantis/my endowment idea for ratings. I don’t even like to think about it./guy used to fix cases for mob in chi – judges, pols, lawyers, etc. tv 97 and gambled 2-300k on weekends.

/church on top of slave’s quarters

/klan makes nobodys feel like somebodys

/reconstruction after civ war/drs who take anesthesia from patients before or during being operated on causing terrible pain.

/get used – by ‘friend’ church. should know $ talks.

/my taking french/comm. friends in mh/knights templar/7 cig execs swear cigs aren’t addictive/endowment, stuckey

/heart broken by: lynn perryman, moks?, tina?

theta chi, pc, jobs, – viridiana – same in ed, cops, mh/israel vs blk africa/as landlords, nice guys finish last.

/i’ve been too idealistic, naive, soft-hearted in taking in bad tenants. grew up that way. impractical.

/zambada, shangri la, zanadu, bali hi, atlantis, 7 cities of gold,

/comp in sports is good; in biz its bad. ag

/you go on vacation and idealize that place.

/ingrid schuller of larchmont.

/blind leading the blind in sw, rel, ed?, mil? gov? mh?/defending a woman’s honor/my interest in that overbuilt house. making 3 rooms out of the garage/minivans should be cabs !!

/ils that worked a day or two and stood me up/should grow out of lib and religion/as you get older you realize, or i did, the patterns of you thot – how your mindset was tying to make things fit into myths, religion, $, sex, morals, vows, /recs to counter i: all is pol, sub, let em think they thot of it, chemistry, natural/stuff like this fascinates me: red cross never ministered to the wounded or imprisoned victims of the numerous colonial wars, fought primarily in africa, during …. l87l-l9l4. ….. la times, bk r, 6/6/99/3 ils – one after another didn’t return/if it sounds too good to be true, it probably isn’t true./don’t believe more in others than you do in yourself/cults: ba … of oregon? branch davidians, jim jones, heavenly gate,

/a politicians guile

/monarchies have to be fairy tales. chas goes to wedding with cap? bowles as a guard. the man who’s wife he slept with.

/me into st. luck’s in ny/money talks: knot’s roller coaster, and am legion?

/pueblo, liberty, indianapolis, rb-47, dieppe, peleliu/no good deed goes unpunished

/nan and I want to make sure our romance succeeds, then make sure the romances of all our friends fail.

/cost me uib, caused me half my ss benefits?

/ In ny I made $lk l yr, 2 k another l,2,5,4,5 – never over 6k/yr. How’s that for paying a price for being an idealist !!!! what a commentary.

/that update site that caused me so much trouble 4/0l

/churchill’s gallipoli campaign?

ltc dennis: skip infl.. protect.. $l00/day is enuff. deductable. 0 day elimination. 4.6 yrs

/you can chose your friends, but not your relatives.

/all quiet on the western front

/official mike tyson website glossed over all his bad stuff – http://www.tysongear.com/bio.htm

/religion is another form of I one should grow out of. Wow. Sig. Ag, like earlier stages, cowboy-hero, romance, save world, rel…

/Daniel elsberg on tv 6/0l said mcnamarra knew it was bust in ’65? and should have gotten us out.

/people go out of their way to glorify battle as it’s so terrible – just slaughter. Glorify police work too?

/wylie dracon runs the notorious place in bp. Gal from his hse said it’s horrendous. And dangerous for kids. Wouldn’t send a dog there. Wylie is a complete idealist.

/38 w. 88^th. What was his name – teffel? Pale guy, married.

/viridiana, 7 samurai,

magnificent 7, Lawrence of Arabia, mr belvedere rings the bell?

/remember the buzzer we hooked up that d wasn’t hot for. You could tell. Later he dumped it. ty of projects

/paki teens who went off to fight with the taliban

/nuns in the congo? Who got raped

/pete? Martinez wife said if people don’t like you, they sometimes take it out on your kids. Wow.

/ir charity workers sexually abusing clients

/pedofilic priests. B & c op who slept with client

/”I miss my sons, but there was nothing to eat.”

-AKHTAR MUHAMMAD, who traded two of his children for wheat.

/http://www.nytimes.com/2002/03/08/international/asia/08HUNG.html?todaysheadlines

/real world. Then unreal worlds of rel, ed, gov [mil]. Thus privatize all.

/real world – biz & …. The unreal worlds are: rel, isms, monarchies, dynasties – kennedies, bushes, sw, ed, gov – mil, communes, flics, sw

where do sports and ent… fit?

/loustalots, hershizers, garners, blind girl back east had a retarded sister – the dad looked depressed. l7 kids in football star’s fam. hutch, mccoy,

/cruelty in my fam that others refuse to face. Cash out

/willowbrook, rodeos,

/search for themes of morality plays – have to give to charity to justify …

search for themes of morality plays – Contemplation, Perseverance, Imagination, and Free Will, temptation,

/my proposal – p2,3,4,…

/remember that sort of plain? Gal at soc agency in queen who studied the rosecrusian …. during her lunch hr.

/vita-craft

/mr Williams – the super at 324 e. 50^th.

Morality plays – class conflict, the mil, war,

/no luck with s6 or s7

Volunteerism Among Lawyers Surges, Encouraged by Slumping Economy By SUSAN SAULNY Lawyers are doing free legal work in numbers that appear to reverse a decade-long decline in public service across the nation, with New York leading the trend.

http://www.nytimes.com/2003/02/19/nyregion/19LAWY.html?th

/just at that I age so really disillusioned by the mil

/morality plays: save af, save iraq, missionaries against surfing, dancing. Ptl, swaggert, frank graham, schism among southern babtists, jill, donna, dottie, vista, white man’s burden, red cross vols,

/anyone ideal turn out to be just a big kid? Too good

/the flic: a man for all seasons

/my plans for an esl bk, b & c manual, p-6, ga, histo,

/sch bus rodeo.

/dianna charlton, the queen, could be a bit greedy.

/dave balsiger. vanhoye?, me?, pridham, phil

/my subdividing the garage. Wow

/try to get rid of firewood

/trying to sue bros.

/caused angie’s dislocated arm. Fit here?

/glutton for punishment

/hi bar I was building in backyard during jc

/sofi the saint pulled crap

/marge the gentle pulled ‘calif’

/that ‘carpenter’ at balfour said someone took his tools. I naively told him of job opportunities.

/lst of all, do no harm

/too good to be true: nan, sally davis? On the net, pat bell who thot to rent room permanently. Regil?

/8/2/04 – Convictions Intact, Nader Soldiers On By KATHARINE Q. SEELYE Ralph Nader said that the Democratic convention gave him no reason to drop out of the race, even if he costs John Kerry the election in November.

/hi bar I built in back yard

/l0/04 – Nader Emerging as the Threat Democrats Feared
By KATHARINE Q. SEELYE
Ralph Nader has the potential to tip the balance in nine states where President Bush and John Kerry are running neck and neck.

/rancho lumber and that tel answering place – joe ……

/idealistic in taking questionable tenants as YOU could work your way out of a jam, but they can’t or won’t.

/I and naiveté – me not charging more than half for rent control apt.

/might have been my question to register bout working or age that made em eventually prohibit such. Lesson: let sleeping dogs lie

/blk guy on tv made his sch his life. Dressy dance and girls dressed cheap. He was smiling thru his pain with warmth but confusion and hurt.

/website guy in Lakewood who really turned on me when seeing my site [which part?]

/sofi

/”The Sun Also Rises,” a novel of postwar disillusion,

/ http://www.uclalumni.net/travel/tours/05mexico.cfm

/work is on of the least disappointing things in your life

/disillusioned – ed, mil, rel, sw, med, law, biz, pol, $,

/gal that got me that job at aaa, that glowing gal on net, Sharon lujuan, rp,

/sofi and I had great rel… going, then fizzzzz.

/david balsiger.

/rooming house guy who promised new furn.

/A Tax Benefit for Big Donors Often Bypasses Idea of Charity
By STEPHANIE STROM
Lawmakers suspect that wealthy people are using supporting organizations more for tax planning than for any charitable aim.

Guidant Didn’t Disclose a Flaw in Defibrillator for 3 Years
By BARRY MEIER
Guidant did not tell doctors or patients that a unit designed to shock a faltering heart contained a flaw that caused a small number of those units to malfunction.

/carolos charged me too much for disks – $l8.

/up the down staircase, to sir with love, serpico,

/idealists and missionaries go somewhere else to do good, not at home

/mr belvedere rings the bell. But https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mr._Belvedere_Rings_the_Bell had no idealism and disillusionment. Said it was a comedy.

/ Viridiana. On the net I never found the version I saw

/search movies dealing with idealism, disallusionment

 /Linda and cor on mission to phillipines

Why is it always far away for missions, sw, pc, mil, wars, foreign aid.

/wars, crusades, pc, vista, missions are always done far away in the exotic local.

/the nuns story

/tons to Africa – siphoned off by corruption. La 78/05

/the majority of new biz fail.

/the 442? Unit of jap-am soliders.

/students who put me in st lukes

/After the Storm, the Swindlers
By TOM ZELLER Jr.
Even as millions rally to make donations to the victims of Hurricane Katrina, the Internet is brimming with swindles and come-ons related to the relief effort.

/lanolin was goat fat

/guy in service ran out to visit Ingrid in Larchmont. Looking for romance? And I was there. chuck naugle met her.

Business As Usual: Corrupt
The moral arc of a Washington career used to have four parts: idealism, pragmatism, ambition and corruption. That’s still true today, only faster

/jean is perfect example of how impractical and frustrating it can be to try to help someone. Sig. shirl is another

Warfare as It Really Is
By BOB HERBERT
While it is frightening, harrowing and deeply painful to watch, the documentary “Baghdad ER” should be required viewing for all but the youngest Americans.

http://poetry.rotten.com/spiral drugs. Also on http://www.ebaumsworld.com/downward.html

/buffims pulled out that stuff just for the sale. That shoe store tried to sell their cheaper brand first. Hp tried twice to push one model on me with discount. Maybe they made too many.

/idealism leads to underused $2.? mil delhi center, bad charity, that underused program in hodding carter’s report,

/bad products

/missionary work in china was like drawing a line in water with a finger. P.s. buck

/paul bremmer’s decision to disband the Iraqi army. [similar with cops]

/sw, charity, rel, ed? Can be like pedo priests

/magic people: dianna Charlton, moks, rp, sofi, adolphina, brent davis?,

/sending bum to bd of dir and later to ceo. Only heard it was received by the lst

/trying to get pridam to use c.s. medicare, and job hunting. He could have probably found a job in Egypt if he wanted to bad enuff. – even esl.

Raising Nicotine Doses, on the Sly
It turns out the tobacco industry has been sneakily making cigarettes more addictive.

/tie this with swn. Pridham plans to go BACK to Egypt. But $ factor is sig.

/gandhi’s Himalayan miscalculation. Thus partition?

For Delta Librarian, The End After decades of doing battle with illiteracy, poverty, racism and the elements in Mississippi, Ronnie Wise is walking away.

/shirl didn’t thank me that time with cat

/jean didn’t, nor did her rels!

/kindergarden – we’re all fun, love etc. later: no santa clause, easter bunny, looks, popular, part of town, skin color, talent in sports, sch, $, romance, prep sch, cars, scouts, mil, dad’s job, fried – all same till c? wow. Divorce, corruption, w-gate, southern justice, gays, all is pol. Out of prison. Spouse, kids, booze.

/ l/07 incredible idealism – An American University for Iraq but Not in Baghdad By EDWARD WONG The university, which would be built 150 miles north of Baghdad, raises hopes of stanching the country’s enormous brain drain.

Nicotine Manipulation Confirmed
Any doubts that the tobacco industry has surreptitiously raised the nicotine content of cigarettes should be laid to rest by a study from researchers at the Harvard School of Public Health.

/guys who made my computer in shops never told me brand name computers work better.

/I helped that liz who rented her a month to see if she liked it. Visited and later she seemed to get rid of me asap. Left bad taste in my mouth.

/no good deed goes unpunished

/that cool guy joe in the ans mach… biz

/college course on lit in prison. 60 min. bob simon

/too good to be true: nan4, rp, sofi,

/see myths

/‘Top Chef’ Dreams Crushed by Student Loan Debt
By KIM SEVERSON
For would-be top chefs, there are few jobs that pay enough for them to retire their student loans.

/life is a series of crushed dreams

/vista etc, attract drifters who can serve a yr doing 0.

/communal life in the kibbutz turned out to be disappointing – degania kibbutz or degenia?

/only l5% of ams use cr

/tamara stored some furn at my place

/all the sw I learned of vs giulliani

/h fonda in WARLOCK

/runping’s desk – also being about to say, I had the screws for it.

/woman in late 60s, at gym, gave a charity 53k. now she’s working for $8/hr for son. Someone else bot the co and raised it to l2/hr. computer work

/trying to sell old sliding glass doors. Then trying to GIVE em away.

/they never tell you in sch how rotten it can be to teach, be nurse, cop, fireman, swer in wel

/U.S. Prosecutor Held in a Child Sex Sting Kills Himself
By ABBY GOODNOUGH A federal prosecutor charged with traveling from Florida to Michigan to have sex with a 5-year-old girl committed suicide on Friday in prison, his lawyer said.

/tricky asian gals – sofi

/jake’s computer in the shop a lot. Sony – never

/b & c manual, p6,

/getting cops in tj to get $3. after crossed the st with marines.

/runping’s desk

/bikes on laguna canyon rd. I think they even have a bike lane

/when at cotton golf, I probably shouldn’t have told p.c. of it. Laid off. mary lu said that when you take a job, you don’t tell em all.

/she or someone said talk to prof saylor bout grades.

/being I with animals domesticated and in the wild.

/stored my couch and chairs with gals in NY. They kept the couch

/ kumbaya

The Age of Ambition
By NICHOLAS D. KRISTOF
Today the most remarkable young people are the social entrepreneurs, those who see a problem in society and roll up their sleeves to address it in new ways.

/that dreamy employment gal who got me a job with aaa

/that pat heckhass or something – worked for donalley dir. Lived in a fantasy world. [Went to pwp which was below her]

/repair shot assembled computers for yrs vs my sony bot in 05 – never in the shop.

/ viridiana on net is film of a diff story

/

mr belvedere rings the bell

/est is now the forum

/kumbaya

/death hunt

/power planners

feel good

/forgiveness, adam walsh,

/placebos

/forced smiles

/gloss over

/ superficial happiness or satisfaction

/shallow

/empty-headed, fuzzy, watered down feel-good nonsense. platitudes

By P.J. O’Rourke his ad… to grads
1. make a bunch of money! no one loses when someone else gets rich.
2. Don’t be an idealist!
Don’t chain yourself to a redwood tree. Instead, be a corporate lawyer and make $500,000 a year. you’ll pay $100,000 in property, sales and excise taxes. That’s $100,000 to schools, sewers, roads, firefighters and police. Does chaining yourself to a redwood tree do society $100,000 worth of good?
Idealists are also bullies. The idealist says, “I care more about the redwood trees than you doI so much I can’t eat, can’t sleep. It broke up my marriage. And because I care more, I’m better and have the right to boss you around.”
3. Get politically uninvolved! All politics stink. Politics won’t allow for the truth.

/rescued romanian sex slave – teen. To safe hse. Etc. later ran away

/guidelines for bar girls under prost

/flying tigers had to be absorbed by the army air force

//zulu – the movie. Dumb, Idealistic to hold out there

/cops didn’t tell me I could be subpoenaed.

/having cops live in the neigh they are posted in

/buying mb in dc, hauling it around, asking people if I could park it. wow.

/no good deed goes unpunished

/if you teach too well, it shows up the other teachers

/if they don’t like you, they will take it out on your kids – pecos

/dem reflects messiness of human nature. Communes don’t work. Like the beach: many look awful, when the women are out of robes.

/I’m sick of saints in sw, religion, pol, ed, psych

/young people think like should be the Olympics [afs] right after it came the dem convention

/The Spirit of Public Service The calling for more Americans to engage in national service by the presidential candidates on Sept. 11 strikes a hopeful chord.

/teacher corps

/Raycelle said calling cops re her as missing person might have backfired even tho she’d been here 5? Yrs.

/you can turn pro in tennis at l5

/orthodontist who wasn’t about to mention cosmetic dentistry

/flix: casino, goodfellas, godfather, French connection, search famous crime movies

/ Wall Street Voodoo By PAUL KRUGMAN Many influential people in Washington seem to believe that by performing elaborate financial rituals we can keep dead banks walking.

/obama as savior

/gal who got me job at am arb

/beware of student anything – st. lukes, paralegals,

House Passes Expansion of Programs for Service By DAVID M. HERSZENHORN The House voted to approve the largest expansion of government-sponsored service programs since the Kennedy administration.

/ag: idealists find reality to be cynicism, whereas realist find it to be reality. sig

/judge ken smith who was going to decided without hearing my side

/helping cops can be risky

/I had to threaten to take that store in h.b. to court to get paid for that victrola

/Finding Purpose in Serving the Needy, Not Just Haute Cuisine
By PATRICIA LEIGH BROWN Organic cuisine has been the most visible expression of ideals through food, but talented chefs are increasingly applying their commitment to serving the lost and needy.

/lot of sounds in star wars, but in space there would be no sounds

/part of i… is the search for self-justification and nobility: I’m good enuff to help others

/all the smoking – was that a rule?

/all’s fair in love and war

/sucker born every minute

/noblese oblige vs you’re not that great

/In case many of you may not know, all of the plaques at the entryway to the school were stolen last October.  These included the war placques from WW 1, WWII, Korean, and Vietnam plus the dedication placques.  $l0k to replace em. asking for donations. Yeah, right.

/feel good, bambi

/A Living Memorial Devoting a day to volunteer service is an appropriate way to show pride for the country and to honor those who lost their lives on Sept. 11.

/pc, vista-americorps

/don’t ask em to work

/goodfellas, casino, godfather,

/search disillusioned sw ers , clergy

1. /Rescue Ink | National Geographic Channel

Rescue Ink Unleashed follows a group of tattooed motorcycle-riding tough guys on a mission to save animals in danger.
channel.nationalgeographic.com/…/rescue–ink–unleashed/…/Overview – Cached – Similar

/man for all seasons. Young guy betrayed his mentor

/bit the hand that fed him

/20 yrs after fall of berlin wall and guess what? Things aren’t perfect in e. g. golly, gee

/church wedding, thus the marriage has to be perfect

/if I hadn’t been idealistic and gotten the right guidance, c shouldn’t have been so bad. How? By recognizing early I didn’t belong and taking comps. Also by taking int… tests – a la job clinic.

/whistle blower on swiss banks, on 60 min, saved us tons, yet to go to jail. l/3/l0

No good deed goes unpunished.

/why don’t all those who want to save the planet turn off their xmas lites after midnight

/bambi

/I and war. I and mil… wow

/alex ii was a reformers but radicals killed him and got worse – repression in Russia.

/ $18.5 Million in Liability for Scouts in Abuse Case By WILLIAM YARDLEY A lawsuit has focused new attention on the secret files the Boy Scouts of America keeps to document claims of abuse.

/steve martin said Hollywood has core of people who’ve made it and a corona of those who haven’t

/bit the hand that fed him

/knights templar

/idealists can be arrogant – thinking they know best

/being a hero in the mil is like being a miracle worker in the pc

/see fp4 – 7/l0 how getting involved has blowback

/Audrey h… in brkfst at t… was a hooker

/not till it happens to you: Joplin ranch, lc, evict, wm cops,

/naomi Campbell (born 22 May 1970) is a British model. Discovered while shopping in London, 5’ l0”. Tyra is same. Kimora is 6’

/wouldn’t dare reenact a mil scene without smoking.

/fp and sw ingenious as missing the pt.

/dumping Taiwan

/sha juhan, creator of the taj mahal, killed 5 rivals for the throne

/some offs sent me into battle the last day of wwi. On tv

/Robert gleg’s story

/hiring a homeless – liz smart

/I hired kids in neigh – worst ones showed up. Later egged my hse, called me names. Also you are liable.

/firewood with termites

/can’t be idealistic when you own prop and teens can retaliate or hurt your tenants cars

/buzzwords: rev of rising expectations, alliance for progress, search and … need a list of these over the years: make world safe for dem,

/why nat serv when we have the mil, why not have mil back up all sorts of pri and pub agencies. Cops, mail, fire?, nursing, sch. What happened to the teacher corps

/ida b wells wanted frances Willard to come out against lynching. Willard wouldn’t as wanted

/support of southern women against booze.

/idealists love this stuff: Video Feature: A New Arab Generation Finds Its Voice

Video interviews with more than two dozen people under 30, from Libya to the West Bank, talking about their generation’s moment in history and prospects for the future.

/you don’t know people till they leave – dr. graham gilmer’s sec

/i: black prin dismayed at the tight clothes on girls at dress up dance

/stu drs. At st. lukes had me in hosp a wk for 0. I had to pay

/harder to give it away ……………… than it is to make it. Rock………

/crusades

/rules for avoiding idealism

/the 442 in wwii

/some service guys came rushing over to Ingrid schulers

/college sports, notre dame

/ma would say many are just within the law

/much of c sports is about $. What else – sch spirit, outlet, drawing students,

/when the pc first started were there really many people volunteering in dc to get it up and running.

/Elizabeth and hazel – http://chronicle.com/article/Blacks-WhitesGrays/129403/

/ Gray Matter Sorry, Strivers: Talent Matters By DAVID Z. HAMBRICK and ELIZABETH J. MEINZ Popular research says 10,000 hours of practice is the key to success. Not so fast.

/search how many get crushed in school, sports, the arts, biz, Hollywood, bdwy, Nashville, …

/I studied harder than anyone – for what?

/the harder they fall

/athletes are born and made

/ Swallowing the Camel: The Prodigal Witch Part IV: Other “Former …

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/roomer who had promised furniture to Dianne glenn’s homes. I talked to his pro officer.

/ Life, With Dementia By PAM BELLUCK At the California Men’s Colony in San Luis Obispo, prisoners doing time for murder are caring for inmates with Alzheimer’s disease and other dementias. [like pit bulls and parolees]

/Fighting War Crimes, Without Leaving the Couch? Do social media campaigns like “Kony 2012” give young people a false sense of accomplishment, detracting from real action? Nyt

/put an old victrola at seacliff place. Had to threaten em to get paid.

/lent couch to co-workers in ny. They fixed it and kept it. I saw the chair in their closet

/no one talks about the heartbreaks in c, wk, mil,

/an aa of a congressman will get to know his dist, then run against him

/bard college is giving a lib arts ed to prisoners 7/l2

/Pamplona does it for the $

/put my victrola with Cliffside shopping center. Had to threaten with legal papers to get paid. Retirement is avoiding such

/guy who got women to smoke

/naïve people get taken and don’t develop good contacts.

/a man of great sorrows. Vanity of vanities; all is vanity. Fot g 20 yrs later

/dr. gilmer’s sec sold? His leads to someone?

/Jefferson freed only 5 of his l20 ? slaves on his deathbed.

/Names of alleged sex abusers expelled from Boy Scouts released l900 men

/in the 90s? the diocese of org paid out the biggest settlement in the country for sexual abuse of youth, yet had enuff $ to buy the crystal cathedral. Some l5? Yrs later.

/rosa parks was more than a seamstress

/ny’s finest vs serpico, and later dowd

/ Boy Scout Files Give Glimpse Into 20 Years of Sex Abuse By KIRK JOHNSON

Details of sexual abuse and what experts say was a corrosive culture of secrecy in the Boy Scouts of America came to light in documents on accusations across the country.

http://www.latimes.com/search/dispatcher.front?Query=boy+scouts&target=adv_all

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/student loans for degrees of questionable worth for possibly no job.

/football makes notre dame makes south bend

/student drs at st lukes

/ The Monster of Monticello By PAUL FINKELMAN The ugly truth about our slave-owning third president.

/so sudan wanted freedom, got it, made trouble. Could be same with kurds.

/my opinion of the fields: alpha:

Professions include:^[1][2]

• Accountants
• Actuaries
• Advocates
• Architects
• Archivists
• Audiologists
• Dentists
• Diplomats
• Doctors
• Economists
• Engineers
• Financial analysts
• Information and Communications Technology Professionals
• Journalists
• Lawyers
• Military Officers
• Neuroscientists
• Occupational therapists
• Optometrists
• Nurses
• Pharmacists
• Philosophers
• Physicians
• Pilots
• Professor
• Psychologists
• Scientists
• Social workers
• Software engineers
• Speech Language Pathologists
• Statisticians
• Surgeons
• Teachers
• Translators and interpreters
• Veterinarians

/search types of work occupations

/media, sw, psych, publishing, ad, ed, trades, art, sci, agr, travel, archeology?, rel, gov, mil, helping professions, biz, finance, ins, performing arts,

/ny’s finest

/that conservative library with rarely a visitor

/johnny cash saved glen Shirley who got back into drugs & blew it.

/norman mailer saved author of the belly of the beast who blew it

/Sammy the bull gravano got the 2^nd chance of a lifetime and blew it

/david w. balsiger – but unclear bout hoax, fraud,

/I wouldn’t take uib till around 7l-2, so how many years did I miss it – 7? So can’t feel I’m taking as much advantage of em with medicare or whatever.

/Payment for Act of Kindness: 2 Days in Car Trunk at Age 89 By DAN BARRY When two girls in Delaware wanted a ride and Margaret E. Smith, 89, obliged, their journey became a frightening encounter along the way

/glen sherley

/ I in fp. I know idealism. Wow do I?

/in theater, mil, vista?, gov, mil, you can be something you’d never be in the pri sector. Same with rel?

/ideals up in the sky: peace, freedom, equality

/to the self-righteous – give us a break. Far

/futurists like newt should see the site of the ’64 world’s fair.

/guy infiltrated biker gang, help send a number to prison, but said not worth the price he paid mentally [and time away from his kids?]

/iq fits in

/you’re a good citizen till you get screwed – like jury duty – l2 mi into s.a.

/mingo and esperanza. Me and guen

/Machiavelli given bad name by idealistic c profs

/outward bound

/med stus put me in hosp for a wk for 0 and I had to pay

/jay robinson was Caligula , later a short order cook

/delorian

/remember people used to come in from the suburbs to paint hms in the slums.

Moral rearmament, up with people

/borrowing and lending

/I was a victim of m’s mysticism and scot’s religion

/teacher corps

/get the whites out of Africa and india

/mao’s famine

/never hear bout all those who have their hearts broken in Hollywood, broadway, c, pol, Nashville

/opium wars, Mexican war, span-am war,

/Eleanor Roosevelt and Arthurdale ty, pc stuff

/woman who got me job at aaa

/that shopping center that dragged paying for Victrola – sea cliff

/another that ma had to sit outside ragged

/gas sta I took to court for no wk on dodge

/Odette – acid

/I was going to dime out that addict in my hse. The female deputy said don’t

/p.c. – link, missionary work = all magic wand as you have more ed and come from more advanced area. = idealism. L of arabia

/reading of will – division of goodies after wwi and 2. Lawrence . eng said india would be free after wwi, then wwii,

/knights Templar

/last day of wwi

/viridiana – the movie. Not the one I saw. It’s not on net

/war crimes trials. in tokyo, the army put guilt only where the us wanted it. at nuremberg, the charges excluded the allied bombing of dresden and the soviet seizure of e. eur. [which came later?] / Banks as Felons, or Criminality Lite There has been no meaningful punishment for the banks that conspired to manipulate the world’s currencies. w post. 8/94

/ beware of getting what you wish for

/ the special olympics are a JOKE. All that $ could better serve the handicapped. The post Olympics low low must be far worse. How many empty seats at spec Olympics.

empty seats at special olympics

 Fly foreign mr’s here when locals can’t go. A cruel joke on mr’s. those poor souls – misguided by idealists. Some lost and missed planes home. What was it like to fly them? One died after an aquatic event

1. /

How Surgery Can Fight Global Poverty

 Remember the 3 young men that kidnapped a sch bus full of kids. 2 were eagle scouts

/that woman who got me the job at aaa

 /greenpeace put some bright yellow sign next to an archaeological site in peru. Terrible

/we were going to stick by Taiwan. Who has the china chair at the un now

/communes, jim jones, Waco, move in philly, one in s.d., another in or., search hist of cults, communes, ………………brook farm,

/inyt l/l6 – ‘What is needed is an immediate end to the Syrian war.’

/david w balsiger, sheila?, jim jones, trump, fidel

/stu drs at st lukes. No need and I had to pay the bill

/you might guess d would have learned from my exp with sheree and brian, but didn’t and got 2 bad ones in a row.

/let down by moks? M, ma, bros, cuz, dj, some by how, smit,

Others due to flaws – k,

/quaker who got raped 50 times in 2 days in d.c.

/idealism makes the wc feel bad

/the last day of wwi

/overcharge for pa’s casket

/tina didn’t return the article or write even once

/guen’s friendship . could be same with ……..

/boy with down’s syndrome. Accepted at c.

/guen’s friendship after she met him – fast decline, says doesn’t get email. Yeah, right.

/erin brockovich’s big win, yet it continues

/dr. gilmer’s sec selling his leads

/some people who don’t like you will take it out on your kids

/Russian general said, I am a man of a thousand sorrows.

/Olympics from a hi hi to a lo lo

              /solar panels would make the value of my house go up $20k

/I wanted to turn kiner st into a grp hm for teens.

/billy Mitchel

/ idealists, realists, cynics – vs religion

/flying tigers [great foresight by fdr]

/soccer coach took thai boys into cave as initiation

/ex mormon girls said polygamy wasn’t about rel; it was about sex

/was leaving all in hse to g

/adolpina

/bit the hand that fed it – dj, g?,

/your hire kids, later they egg your house. You rent to guys, they steal and chase you.

/guen

/st. lukes

/gosh if only south sudan could be free. It became such in 0l6? And a terrible mess ever since

/athletes are born and made. Like dancers +

/

A War Photographer Is Celebrated as an Artist, to His Dismay
Don McCullin’s camera has captured conflict from Northern Ireland to Vietnam. An exhibition at Tate Britain in London shows some of his finest work.Don McCullin’s camera has captured conflict from Northern Ireland to Vietnam. An exhibition at Tate Britain in London shows some of his finest work.

 

/when in c I thot the writings of marcus aurelius were it. also Gandhi was 0 on econ and the stupid spinning wheel.

/hands across am.

/ME: pub sch, mil, c, vista, church, sw,

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/the idealist of the century – http://icep-usa.org/TesdellFund.html robert L. tesdell

robert tesdell 38 ww. 88th, nyc

 

 

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https://www.bing.com/search?q=disillusioned+peace+corps+volunteers&FORM=AWRE

/teens egged my house. tenants chased me in car

/ed is all vs highly ed went for trump. Believe what they want…

/alan turin shortened the war, later persecuted for being gay

/valhala, nirvana,

• Shangri-la. Camelot, fantasyland, lotusland, never-never land, New Jerusalem, nirvana, paradise, utopia, Zion,  Arcadia
• bliss
• paradise
• Elysian Fields
• Garden of Eden
• Promised Land
• Xanadu
• seventh heaven

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/the Olympics hi hi to lo lo

/rudy the red nosed

/has to be 0 – The 25 most significant political songs (msn.com)

/kellog briand treaty

/all these yrs to finally find: idealist, optimist, realist, pessimist, cynic sig

/Ingrid, ma and bro in barn. Bad off fam so they offered some space in barn, to sleep, in a.m. all was gone

/in 70s or 80s people from the burbs would come into the slums and paint

/albino’s bat, hi to dog – got killed, almost lit flare with gas on st

/some kids who worked at 8602

/sending sal army guys to work at phils, mi’s too?

/ 20 of the most unethical scientific experiments (msn.com)

/hands across am.

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	FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE Jan. 10, 2022 AmeriCorps Press Office pressoffice[@]cns.gov
Michael D. Smith Takes Helm as New CEO of AmeriCorps Former Obama Special Assistant Leads Federal Agency for National Service and Volunteerism under Biden-Harris Administration

WASHINGTON, D.C. – Michael D. Smith officially started last week as the new Chief Executive Officer of AmeriCorps. Nominated by President Biden in June 2021,  he was confirmed by the U.S. Senate on December 8, 2021. “Michael’s exemplary commitment to service is inspiring,” said Ambassador Susan Rice. “I admire the dedication and innovation he brought to programs like My Brother’s Keeper, and I look forward to seeing him lead AmeriCorps at a time when elevating national service is vital to the success of our democracy.”  Smith takes the reins at AmeriCorps as national service is primed for a moment of tremendous growth and impact. The agency received a historic $1 billion investment through the American Rescue Plan for pandemic-related community response efforts and making national service more accessible and inclusive for AmeriCorps members and volunteers. The Build Back Better Act, as passed by the House of Representatives, would include $15.2 billion for AmeriCorps to scale and expand its conservation, disaster mitigation and response, and climate resilience programming.   “I’ve seen the impact of AmeriCorps firsthand throughout my own life. Everyday AmeriCorps members and volunteers create hope and possibility for children and families in greatest need,” said Michael D. Smith, CEO of AmeriCorps. “That’s why I am committed to the mission of this agency – it’s both personal and professional to me. It’s such a privilege to be able to lead an organization dedicated to bringing Americans together through service. I consider it an honor of a lifetime to be asked by President Biden to serve in this role.”    In his first weeks, Smith will volunteer during the annual Martin Luther King, Jr. National Day of Service on Monday, Jan. 17. MLK Day is the only federal holiday also designated as a day of service, and AmeriCorps has led this effort for the past quarter century.  Below is Michael D. Smith’s complete biography.   Michael D. Smith is the eighth CEO of AmeriCorps, the federal agency for service and volunteerism formerly known as the Corporation for National and Community Service. Smith was nominated by President Biden in June 2021; confirmed by the U.S. Senate in December 2021; and sworn in by Ambassador Susan Rice in January 2022.     Smith has dedicated his career to social justice and public service in underserved communities like the one in which he grew up. Most recently, he served as executive director of the My Brother’s Keeper Alliance and director of Youth Opportunity Programs at the Obama Foundation. In these roles, Smith led the foundation’s efforts to reduce barriers and expand opportunity for boys and young men of color, their families and other underserved youth. Smith was part of the team that designed and launched the My Brother’s Keeper initiative in the Obama Administration and was appointed special assistant to President Obama and senior director of cabinet affairs, managing the initiative and interagency task force at the White House.  My Brother’s Keeper led to new federal policy initiatives and grant programs; tens of thousands of new mentors; more than 250 MBK communities in most states, D.C., Puerto Rico, and 19 tribal nations; and, more than $1 billion in private sector and philanthropic investments.     Prior, Smith was a political appointee in the Obama Administration serving as director of the Social Innovation Fund, a key White House initiative and program of the Corporation for National and Community Service. He reinvigorated the initiative, managed its largest funding competition, introduced its first Pay for Success grant program, and oversaw a portfolio of more than $700 million in public-private investments in support of more than 200 nonprofits. Prior, Smith served as senior vice president of Social Innovation at the Case Foundation, where he oversaw the foundation’s domestic giving and program strategy and guided numerous global public-private partnerships. Earlier in his career, he helped build national initiatives aimed at bridging the “digital divide” at the Beaumont Foundation of America and PowerUP, served as a senior staff member at the Family Center Boys & Girls Club, and was an aide to U.S. Congressman Richard E. Neal.   Smith is a Senior Atlantic Fellow for Racial Equity and a member of Boys and Girls Clubs of America’s Alumni Hall of Fame, the highest honor bestowed by the organization. Prior to his government service, he served on the board of directors of Results for America, Venture Philanthropy Partners, Public Allies, Idealist.org and Philanthropy for Active Civic Engagement. Smith earned his bachelor’s degree in communications from Marymount University, Va., and resides in Springfield, Va. Help us welcome Michael by following him at his new Twitter account: @AmeriCorpsCEO.  AmeriCorps, the federal agency for volunteerism and national service, provides opportunities for Americans to serve their country domestically, address the nation’s most pressing challenges, improve lives and communities, and strengthen civic engagement. Each year, the agency invests more than $800 million in grants for local nonprofit, community, tribal, and state organizations; places more than 250,000 AmeriCorps members and AmeriCorps Seniors volunteers in intensive service roles; and empowers millions more to serve as long-term, short-term, or one-time volunteers. Learn more at AmeriCorps.gov. ——————————- – –

 

/salvation army guys out to wk at phils. But not mi’s? – like samatha smith?

/me in st. luke’s hospital

/tesdell, ayh

/ https://www.wsj.com/articles/why-was-gandhi-killed-after-official-edit-indias-textbooks-dont-say-d5b86e77?mod=world_minor_pos3

That’s like the jap……gloss over

/ Disputes over water rights keep L.A. utopia a dream – Los Angeles Times (latimes.com)

/religion, sw, trump

/ beatles opinion of gurus in india – Search (bing.com)

/ impractical idealistic communes – Search (bing.com)

/ quixotic

/

/don quixote

Quixotic = exceedingly idealistic; unrealistic and impractical:

“a vast and perhaps quixotic project”

Similar: idealistic romantic extravagant starry-eyed visionary utopian perfectionist unrealistic

unworldly impracticable unworkable

/over – idealism

/saw self off on a branch

/self-defeating

/ rise and fall of the boy scouts – Search (bing.com)

/joey wrks hard at being good, yet ch93

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/holding ‘hands across am.’ Moral rearmament, up with people

/ 20 Historical Figures Whose True Evil Was Only Discovered After Their Death

/ ‘organizing’ workbench at lq